Joined a few days ago and have posted a bit, but thought it would be a good idea to come here and say hi. Found out about this website when I was looking at the HOPE Number 9 conference talks and saw one was being given on autism by Alex, Jack, Mary, and Kirsten. Looking forward to chatting with you all, maybe make some friends here. Also, a special shout out to you hackers out there.
At 19 I had a psychological evaluation, and one of the conclusions, I quote: "developmental history initially included symptoms of an autistic-spectrum disorder (i.e. Asperger's traits) evidenced by qualitative impairment in social interaction, failure to develop peer relationships appropriate to his developmental level, a lack of spontaneous seeking to share enjoyment or interest with others, and a lack of social or emotional reciprocity. In addition, he exhibited inflexible adherence to specific, nonfunctional routines or rituals, as well as, persistent preoccupation with one or more restricted patterns of interest." It continues: "However, now that he has progressed into adulthood, his symptoms appear most consistent with a Schizoid Personality Disorder."
It made it sound like I had AS as a child and grew out of it or something, and I didn't know too much about it so I kind of brushed it off. After coming to this site though, I feel like I identify heavily with many aspies here. A lot of feelings and experiences I thought everyone was susceptible to I realized were associated with AS, and that it was something that is more a part of me than I thought. I think as I've grown I've been able to develop some social skills that have been totally unnatural to me(such as eye contact), and it may have affected the psychologist's opinion. So I don't know where that fits in the diagnosed vs undiagnosed category, but that's the story. If anyone wants more specific details on the psych eval or elsewise, feel free to PM me.
Anyways, that's how I ended up here. So, hello!