Hi again, merry everything.
I came a long time ago...
I healed a bit since last year... I can breathe and walk easily now... but emotionally I am still on the defencive mode... and I'll always like gore humor... so thank you for your patience.
I came here after a quizz I think... and the many I took from a thread said that I'm half-aspie. I am half introvert-extrovert. Personality wise, I am half female-male. So I'm a hybrid... fits no where... yet everywhere... and I find it very interesting.
The most precious knowledge that I have to offer... and I will plug it as often as I can in the hope to spare the years of agony and near death experiences of as many people as possible... is that the body react to any stress the same way, and it doesn't happen in the head but above the kidney... read about the adrenal glands, especially dr wilson and his fun book "The 21st century stress syndrome" and dr lam... there is a lot of wisdom for everyone on how to take care and improve your quality of life and happiness... with simple things... read on reactive hypoglycemia... what we are given as food isn't... it's toxic... destroys your internal organs... and you can't possibly expect to be emotionally stable and be able to analyze information properly if you are not energy stable... sugar and refined products, everything white, is making us get too high then crash...
A lot of mental problems are actually coping mechanism to survive... take away the problem, empower people with more tools, and everything will gradually go away.
We are meant to be different, to specialize in something so we can bring a great gift to the collective, while others help us with the other aspects of life... looking down on someone's skill because it's different is pointless and deny us the pleasure of appreciating the talent that is there... and the more rare... the more weird... the more special... the more precious.
There always is a down side and up side to everything... things always have an opposite... the closer you get to one (like delicate sensitive dexterous hands for surgery) the further you get from its opposite (strong enduring hands to build things)... and both are fine, both are needed. A worker needs a doctor... and doctors need homes too.
Besides that special interest (biology, especially endocrine system) and psychology...
I like guppy fish (genetics...) Used to breed mice too... I like asian stuff... nature... photography... and freaking people out... playing the devil's advocate... and sometimes I just burst into flames... don't take it too personal... wolves bite each other as hunting practice and bonding... if I go too far either kick my face to tell me in private (to make sure I see it) I just explore limits so I'll walk on them.
I'm gifted but have still a lot of stuff to figure out... especially socially... but being too popular seems to be my problem now... I get a whole lot of best answer on yahoo even if I'm damn crude... and shocking... always for a constructive point... I like reverse psychology... metaphors... puns... and I'm a french canadian so I don't always know what I say... don't take everything I say literally... I do double sarcasm too...
Well, sorry about my mess...
I like it here, you're good people. The most interesting person I've ever met was labelled with ADD, but I just couldn't stop being interested in what she was saying in compete awe... no wonder she can't pay attention... regular people are so boring.
I hate the word normal... because they add all people, then do the average... a very narrow middle... then try to drug and bully people outside... when it's NATURAL... even the people above like geniuses... I started calling them The Averages... It's similar to the word aspie... and sounds demeaning, see how they'll like it... but if you're here, then you are trying to understand with your head out of your ass... I respect you.
I don't know how to stop my posts, sorry about that.
Enjoy~