Hello, been a long time reader. I'm a lupus sufferer and I also have Asperger-like symptoms that have been with me all my life. I've been written off as being "gifted", having "OCD" , etc etc. At the end of the day, I have serious issues reading social cues, crippling low self-esteem, a constant feeling of being "disconnected" socially... but on the positive side, I have excellent focus and am quite bright in technical fields.
I recently switched from Lexapro to Citalopram. It seems that Citalopram has less effectiveness for my self esteem and social issues than Lexapro did. Or, maybe as I get older, my paranoia and exclusion becomes worse. Not sure.
Anyway, I'll be posting on the mature forum, so check me out and can't wait to hopefully find some kindred spirits here and support.