I think many of us share the same struggles and that is why we've come to WP. I admit that I am "socially awkward"...I don't do well in face to face social settings especially with people that I don't know very well. I am fine with my family and my 2 close friends, but outside of that, I freeze up, am silent, can't think of anything to say, can't look at people and talk at the same time. I really want to be more social and have been trying...but it's so hard. I used to always brush my hair in front of my face and have my head down all the time. I've been working on simply having my head up and smiling....it's a work in progress. But I love online forums because "typing on a screen" is so much easier than talking face to face