Help - I am psychotic.

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I will do wrong, at some point. But i dont mean it and I dont mean to push others away from me. Now I have been banned and disconnected in real life all the time. I litterally have no friends (almost).

I have all the Aspergers problems and ... i find it problematic that people around me do not adress them so I can be aware of them. Then in the spehere of lack of words I just get angry and say psychotic things, because I dont know better.

Otherwise, I am very arrogant/narrsisstic. I dont change my mind unless I reach the limit. I could chat with you and say that "yeah, I know what you mean" but I dont do it and i cant do it.

Please be kind with me and lets get thing help thread started if you dont have such already. I am pretty new although I have an account before called "lunarious". But I dont have the energy to look around in a what is a third language for me pluss Aspergers.

Hello wreck1

Do you actually think you are psychotic and if "yes" why?

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

Hi

Wikipedia: Psychosis is a generic psychiatric term for a mental state often described as involving a "loss of contact with reality"

Actually i dont know if I am psychotic.

I lose contact with reality pretty often when I get angry and make what could be considered irreasonable demands. Usually it is about bowing and making way for me who is "stronger". Also, I have Aspergers Syndrom and I have been neglected when child and things got alot worse so I had to escape into my own world.

Thank you ... i really miss talking to people. That is why I decided i need to drop in again. I hope I will be better now and not make problems.

Welcome.

Hi Wreck1.
Sounds like you could be having an AS melt-down rather than a 'psychotic' episode (I've just finished 6 years working in a psychiatric unit!). Might be worth getting checked out if you think it might be a problem.
Anyway, welcome back to WP. I'm a brand-new forum-ite.

Psychosis/psychotic are not generic psychiatric terms that get thrown around lightly... If I were to say that someone has psychotic symptoms, I would be commenting on the presence of a hallucination (auditory, visual, olfactory, tactile, gustatory, etc...) and/or a skewed perception of the world that they believe to be factual and can't be explained by rational means (e.g. someone who has been mugged may feel that all the streets at night are scary and dangerous... If they then say something to the effect of, "I feel this way because I was mugged and now I am scared of them," then this wouldn't be psychotic).

You sound very aware of your symptoms, how they impact your life and where they may stem from.. Doesn't sound psychotic. Tracypedia mentioned an AS melt-down... That sounds pretty accurate to me! I would add that you may be experiencing some depressive symptoms (as particularly evidenced by your opening line of, "I will do something wrong, at some point"). Severe depression (particularly coupled with AS) can appear to be psychotic symptoms in some people.

I would recommend seeking treatment. Until then (and continuing from there)... Welcome to WP! This is a very supportive community and I hope you find the help you're seeking!

thank you . But I heard once that Aspergers melt downs lasts 10 to 60 min. This "psychosis" has lasted for far too long with many climaxes. As evident from my previous account, there were some climaxes there. ... could be meltdown.

Thank you