Welcome to WrongPlanet!
Many people here are also not officially diagnosed with an autistic spectrum disorder (I, for example, am not officially diagnosed, though various therapists have given their suggestions), but we are all still a community of people with similar struggles and experiences.
I am sorry that you have had to run away, but I am glad that things seem to be better now. I hope that things continue to improve for you. 
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I am not a textbook case of any particular disorder; I am an abstract, poetic portrayal of neurovariance with which much artistic license was taken.