So I just started posting here, but didn't introduce myself. Sorry for that.
There's nothing much to tell about myself. I grew up in a number of different homes, always moving from one place to the next. I wonder at times what we are running away from. It is a cliché, but from ourselves, probably. Never had great relationships with our neighbours.
I am the eldest in my family, but always felt like the youngest. I don't have much of a worldly sense - my brother who is six years younger than me knows a lot more about the outside world. He has always had the glib tongue, but for my own part I get intimidated simply talking to a child.
I don't have any kind of on-going relationship with a doctor, but the plain truth shows me that I fit on the autism spectrum. I don't mind it, really. I trust in the logic of reincarnation, so for the time being I try not to lament my obstacles. I think that there is a great learning opportunity in autism, and in being not easily connected to the outside world.
I do want to try what I can to make a life for myself, though, Find work, take care of my mother as she gets older. She matters the world to me. Find love along the way? Who knows.
I am trying to quit smoking cigarettes but I bought a pack today. Hard habit to beat.