Hello Aspies and those who are aware. My name is Lamarr and I'm obviously new around these parts.
To start with, I was evaluated with Asperger's Syndrome after a couple years of awkward observations (mainly during my schooling) but the problem is that it isn't an official diagnosis so I tend to worry. I also have epilepsy uncovered from 2010, which then is a worry at times.
Right now, I'm in limbo on who I am so I'm on task to uncover what's so me.
I never really fitted in with social norms (those non-written 'rules' that people seem to just get), and I tend to embarass myself so others feel better about themselves, hurting me mentally. I have a devotion with numeracy and algebra, also stemming on to physics and technology. My days are spent not of a social life but of trying new things out with technology (recently I was installing Arch Linux, known to be a challenge set up). My entertainment also consists of imagining public transport and me with an abnormal vocal range while rocking to music on my phone with headphones.
I'm a pretty basic guy with a lot of love to give but some iterations needed to be figured out. You couldn't tell this but I've been known to have a sad, non-approachable face by some colleagues. It annoys me when people ask if I'm alright, I could never tell them as I don't even understand it.
Enough about me anyway...how are you all?
01 Jul 2014, 6:44 pm
