I came here because real life bites...

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...plus my therapist says I'm on the Autism Spectrum. Hi, I'm Evil Chuck. I like music, particularly heavy metal, especially death metal and I have a lot of it. I don't like symptoms of Autism and Asperger's, but I have a lot of those too. I also deal with general anxiety, social phobia, and an inferiority complex. I escape via self-imposed isolation and maladaptive daydreaming. I've only had one real appointment with a therapist so we'll see where things go from here.

'Wrong planet'? No kidding. I feel like I don't belong here at all. This world is loud, unpleasant, frightening and cold. I resent my parents for even making me a part of it. Obviously I have to carry on, but it's so hard to focus when I'm always worried about things and any sudden move or unexpected noise can distract me. I'm never myself when other people are there, only when I'm by myself.

Blaise Pascal said that "All of humanity's problems stem from man's inability to sit quietly in a room alone." I do this all the time, so I find it very easy to stay out of trouble and have a hard time understanding people who can't. I hope to find other aliens here who are like me, metalheads or otherwise.

Welcome to WP, nice to 'meet' you.

I hope you find some useful info and support on here.

Question: would you like to share your top 10 (or any number you like) metal songs?

Sure. Off the top of my head and in no particular order, I like...

Left Hand Path (Entombed)
Hangar 18 (Megadeth)
Maze of Torment (Morbid Angel)
Retribution-Storm of the Light's Bane (Dissection)
The Promise of Deceit (Katatonia)
A Glorious Epoch (Immolation)
Year of the Cadaver Race (Bloodbath)

And several other Megadeth, Black Sabbath, and Dio songs. But most of all I have to point out Dio's 'Don't Talk to Strangers'. That one pretty much describes my whole outlook on life.

Welcome to WP.
BTW, I've reduced your sig to six lines, which is the maximum as per the site rules.

Thank you for the welcome and the heads-up.

Welcome to Wrong Planet!