Hi, I think I have Asperger's.
My systemizing quotient is about 89. At first I got a 93, but I thought that was ridiculous so I took it again and got an 85.
My empathy quotient is 23/80. I was particularly surprised with the result of this test because I've always thought I was a very empathetic person.
My autism spectrum quotient is 35/50. In the range of those who have Asperger's.
My friendship quotient is 47.
I took the Aspie Quiz, the one developed by rdos, and I mostly fell into the realm of neurodivergence. My average scores were 141/200 for neurodivergent traits and 89/200 for neurotypical traits.
My RAADS-R score was a whopping 148.
My executive functioning skills are remarkably poor, especially as of late. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I understand that it has a high degree of comorbidity with Asperger's.
In 12th grade, I tried telling my school social worker that I believed I had Asperger's (I remember telling her that many people, especially my dad, used to call me "a little professor" when I was younger), but she told me that I didn't need to label myself. (I tried explaining to her that I needed to make sense of myself, my social shortcomings, but she just chalked it up to me being a [neuro]typical teenager with identity crisis issues.) She brought in the school psychologist, and she too told me that I wasn't. She even compared me to another boy in the school who had been diagnosed, and said I was nothing like him. (He was mostly mute or something.) I dropped it - it seemed futile to pursue it any longer with them after that, and I quietly accepted that I wouldn't get through to them. I was, and still am, pretty used to not being listened to. I actually believed them for a while, but now I'm starting to trust what I had originally thought.
I'm happy to be joining this site because I'd like to be around people... like me (for lack of a better term ).
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