Yep. Pretty self-explanatory. I've strongly suspected Asperger's for four years now, and my father has apparently suspected ASD in himself for a while, too. I mean, there's a lot pointing in that direction. I'm just afraid that once I go to a specialist they'll say I'm just convincing myself I have something I don't. The first person I mentioned it to (a high school counselor) immediately told me I was "too self-aware" to be on the spectrum in tenth grade, after I had spent roughly 5 minutes talking to her. I've also been laughed at by family members and shot down similarly by a friend. I just don't know what I'll do if I'm wrong--wouldn't that just make me a bad person with weird habits?
I hit most symptoms, but I'm not as obsessive with my interests. I spend a lot of time reading about medical and psychological conditions, and when I was younger I would look up words upon words every night, but I've never needed to "catalog" as is typical. Since this is such a big indicator, I guess it's my biggest concern.