Hello all!
I signed up to see if I can figure some things out. I guess I should include a little bit of a background about myself: Since I was a child, I acted "different". I didn't have much interest in other people and kept to myself for the most part, I only had one good friend. I made odd repetitive movements and expressions ("tics" i was told), I spit a lot too. I didn't notice it, but my parents and other kids at school certainly did, it was very noticeable to them. My mom took me to a psychiatrist to see if they could figure out why I was acting that way. I had OCD, Major Depression, Tourettes, ADHD, and General Anxiety Disorder as possible diagnosis. I was put on various medications but none of them stopped the "tics", just stopped the depression. Now my diagnosis is OCD and Major Depression.
I'm 25 years old now, and I still do the "tics" and other repetitive behaviors, but I try my best to only do them at home because I know it makes other people uncomfortable. I met someone (online) who is autistic and they were posting some information about it on their blog. I realized that the majority of the symptoms fit me well. I am pretty sure that I am on the autism spectrum, but at the moment I can't afford to see my doctor to confirm or deny it.
I want to be prepared to talk to my doctor whenever I can save up the money to go see him, but before I do that I want to read more about it.
So thank you all for reading and it's nice to meet you!