lodt delm

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hey all!

i'm lodt delm. it's a funny name, but it's mine!
i'm 21 years old. i'm a lesbian. i'm autistic.

i've been dating my partners for five years. they are our only source of contentment.

i have no friends, online or offline. i'm depressed. my anxiety, ptsd, psychosis, and dissociation are exacerbated by everything and nothing all at once.

things are looking dark for me, so i'm here to try and get myself out of that rut. i guess. i don't know what i'm doing or how to do it, but here i am. i'm lodt.

hi, lodt. welcome. i have been psychotic. it was terrifying. i hope you find something that works as well for you as loxapine works for me. do you have any hobbies or interests you'd like to share about?

oh, i see you already answered my question in another thread. i also like to cook, especially healthy stuff for me and my husband. i have an affectionate cat named schmuppabubba smoke. he has kidney failure and eats special food. i used to play piano, tuba, violin, and guitar. guitar was my best instrument. now i sing in a chorus.

@cathylynn

that's really cool! i love cooking in theory but actually cooking is pretty much shutdown city for me. my crowning culinary achievement to date was some really good mashed potatoes (stuffed with onions, sour cream, cheese, chives, and garlic)!

also, that's the best name for a cat i've ever heard! one of my roommates has a cat named aldo, and he's a super good and loud cat. he loves food more than anything, but he's got FIV (feline immunodeficiency virus) so he's always got a cold and can barely smell anything. i fed him a whooole bunch of tuna and chicken as a treat, and he kept following me around instead of smelling what was in his bowl! what a silly goose.

are you part of a choral group? music is so fun to be a part of. we enjoyed playing in music groups, but we got easily overstimulated during tuning especially.

Being that I'm a jr. jr. jr., I collect funny names. That said, I'd have no idea where to start with yours. Nifty...

I realized a while ago that everyone's friends are offline somewhere, unless you know anybody else like me; I'm contemplating moving to a nice alpine cabin in the deep web.

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those potatoes sound yummy.

yes, i sing in a chorale. we performed "messiah" sunday and have a christmas concert in a few weeks. after that, i'm taking a year and a half off due to the demands of my studies. no tuning needed for chorale. i highly recommend it if you have a group near you.

Welcome - great name!

Hey Lodt welcome.

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

There is an LGBT forum here on WP for members who identify as LGBT.

Welcome to WP, lodt!

I'm gay too.

Hoping you'll be able to discuss some of the issues which bother you and get some useful feedback. You'll find yourself by no means alone here.