Coming through, Just another newbie.

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I've seen many people creating a new topic to introduce themselves so I'm just going to go with the flow.

Hi, I can't reveal anything, but I'm just another newbie here on this website.

For as long as I could remember, during childhood, I was either being manipulated or imitating other people. I was a happy and carefree kid.

I don't know when it started, but I just became more withdrawn, hollow, empty, etc etc. I was awkward, had a frozen smile, couldn't understand what people around me was going through and such.

Recently, I wrote some of my thoughts on Google, and I got articles about "Asperger's syndrome in women", so yeah. I read some of them and found it to be actually really relatable.

I'm still in school, so I'm pretty young, but that's my problem. ;~; I can't make sense of my thoughts and when I try to confide with my friends, they give me weird looks and dismiss me.

My goal is just to find out how to cope with this? I don't want to accept that my thoughts and behaviour are because of this syndrome. ;-;

Lastly, my current interests are anime, and anything controversial.

If anyone has read to this point, I thank you for your time.

:'D

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

Hey Ottoshiku welcome.

Welcome! I'm sure you'll be able to get some help and support here. What sorts of controversial things do you like?

Thanks for the support(?) xD

I might have used the wrong word? I do like contoversial stuff, but I would replace it with anything thought-provoking or contradictory.

Some examples would be
- human society/civilisation
- human interaction
- human nature, the reasons behind it

Etc etc, I also think about the usual deep stuff like the reason of our existence, the meaning of life etc etc.

Pretty embarrassing, but when I'm alone, I can rant on to myself about my own theories and others for very long.

Maybe I should become an anthropologist. :3 I have thought about becoming an author, but I can't write well. ;~;

Cool.. I find human nature interesting too. I'm sure if you work at it you will get better at writing.