Hello,
I'm James, and I just discovered this website. I was diagnosed with a degree of Asperger's about a year ago, and after spending the time since attempting to "fix" myself and alleviate some of the social anxiety, I've finally accepted the situation. I don't really like using the word "accept" though, as this suggests that I denied having AS previously. I found most of the AS symptoms self-concealing -- if the behaviors and thoughts weren't brought to my attention by others or through an isolated event, they just seemed normal.
Hopefully I will be posting and reading through these forums often. The most valuable aspect I've found so far is finding a story/thought/metaphor posted by another that brings to words the feelings that I couldn't describe before. When I read this post by Ragtime in another thread...
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I'm the type of person who, when invited to parties by friends, I consider attending to be doing them a personal favor -- and a self-sacrificial one at that. "Normalcy" is the carrot-on-the-stick for why I EVER attend any social gatherings.
... it just suddenly inspired one of those "OMG THATS IT!!" moments for me. I would only hope something I will post could give that feeling to another
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Greetings again,
-James