hi so ive been recommended to this website by a guy on EC (if you dont know what that is, its basically a forum for LGBT people and they have an anonymous support section which is where im coming from), basically i talked about not really being able to make friends (as i need to because my only friend, who i was paired with in high school, wont be going so i might lose him) and after a lot of questions and discussion the people who replied (but mainly one guy) asked if i might have autism, now ive never been tested and never though about it but they basically encouraged me to research it, i never realised that not being able to read body language or read in between the lines (which the people in my class constantly pick me up on, and kinda mock me for) wasn't normal, and that it's a part of what aspergers is. i don't know it feels like the constant social struggle ive had since i was a kid can kind of finally be explained, its like it describes me very well, and its kind of creepy having all your problems being listed on page and going, hey your not alone. I can't get tested until im in uni in september (even then it might be kinda difficult to get help) because my parents say "you just can't make friends because your not trying hard enough, dont be silly, your not as weird as those people, don't be so down on yourself" so wont take me seriously so i would never be able to get them to take me.
so....uh...yeah, me as a person im into sonic the hedgehog (my favorite character is tails) and world of warcraft
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AQ score: 45
Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 174 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 30 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
Officially diagnosed 30th june 2017