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marioavelezm
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20 Sep 2016, 3:14 pm

Hi there, I'm Mario and I'm new here. This is the first time I participate in a forum like this.

I live in Canada, in a small town called Kamloops in British Columbia. Moved here a year ago from Toronto to follow my dream to become a pilot. I'm 21 years old and I got my Private Pilot License a month ago. Now I'm working on my Commercial Pilot License and eventually want become a Flight Instructor.
I don't have many friends because I have big problems trusting people. I also have some speech problems which I think make really difficult for some people to be my friends. I was diagnosed with AS four years ago, but I always knew there was something going on.

Right now I'm going through one of the most difficult moments of my life. I lost two of my closest friends in an accident a few weeks ago, lost two relatives to cancer last week, came out as gay to my dad (who wasn't very happy with the idea) and broke up with the only person I trusted in this town: my boyfriend. I have a small family: My dad and my dog. I lost my mom to cancer four years ago and my dad doesn't live in Canada. I'm currently living with a family which I really consider my family, but they're are very traditional and they cannot help me in some aspects of my life.

What is killing me right now Is the break up with my boyfriend. He lost his dad a couple weeks ago and I tried to be there for him. Looks like I made him have enough of me and he says he only wants to be my friend. He doesn't call me and I feel that he doesn't care about me anymore.

I'm not sleeping weel, not eating well, I try really hard to get distracted but nothing works. I feel that the entire world hates me right now and I don't know why. I don't know what to do because I realy need somebody to talk to. I'm really lonely right now. Most of my life, until I was 19 was mostly alone and used to enjoy that. Now I feel that I need at least one person that listens and understands me (I though my boyfriend was the person).

I'm glad to be here. I want to read about people like me. I just don't want to feel alone.

Cheers guys!



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20 Sep 2016, 3:15 pm

Welcome! Sorry to hear that you've been going through a difficult time. Hope things turn around for you.



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20 Sep 2016, 3:52 pm

Welcome to Wrong Planet! :D


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21 Sep 2016, 2:06 pm

Hey Mario welcome. :sunny:


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29 Sep 2016, 11:56 am

marioavelezm wrote:
Hi there, I'm Mario and I'm new here. This is the first time I participate in a forum like this.

I live in Canada, in a small town called Kamloops in British Columbia. Moved here a year ago from Toronto to follow my dream to become a pilot. I'm 21 years old and I got my Private Pilot License a month ago. Now I'm working on my Commercial Pilot License and eventually want become a Flight Instructor.
I don't have many friends because I have big problems trusting people. I also have some speech problems which I think make really difficult for some people to be my friends. I was diagnosed with AS four years ago, but I always knew there was something going on.

Right now I'm going through one of the most difficult moments of my life. I lost two of my closest friends in an accident a few weeks ago, lost two relatives to cancer last week, came out as gay to my dad (who wasn't very happy with the idea) and broke up with the only person I trusted in this town: my boyfriend. I have a small family: My dad and my dog. I lost my mom to cancer four years ago and my dad doesn't live in Canada. I'm currently living with a family which I really consider my family, but they're are very traditional and they cannot help me in some aspects of my life.

What is killing me right now Is the break up with my boyfriend. He lost his dad a couple weeks ago and I tried to be there for him. Looks like I made him have enough of me and he says he only wants to be my friend. He doesn't call me and I feel that he doesn't care about me anymore.

I'm not sleeping weel, not eating well, I try really hard to get distracted but nothing works. I feel that the entire world hates me right now and I don't know why. I don't know what to do because I realy need somebody to talk to. I'm really lonely right now. Most of my life, until I was 19 was mostly alone and used to enjoy that. Now I feel that I need at least one person that listens and understands me (I though my boyfriend was the person).

I'm glad to be here. I want to read about people like me. I just don't want to feel alone.

Cheers guys!

Hello :)


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