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I have Arsenger Syndrome. I was diagnosed relatively recently. For many years i could not understand of why my life is so complicated what is wrong with me. Maybe i did not want to accept that there is something in me i can not improve.
Now i'm a broken individual. I feel alienation and i feel myself betrayed by nature who made me so inferior.
But at least now i know that is not my fault - all my miserable life was just a mistake due to inborn incapability to be a normal human being. It is not my fault.
Knowing of who i'm i will not waste my time on meaningless attempts to be other than i'm.
No one knows how much sadness lonliness and suffering i experianced being alone all my life. But pain made me stronger and constant betrayal of people who used me made me cold and rigid as stone.
I dont want to be part of society. I dont want to be accepted. I dont want to please normal people the "normies". I despise them.
But if some of you want to talk to me i would not mind.

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

Thank you

Welcome JLD, I hope you can find a measure of catharsis and comfort in these forums, isolation is a pain many of us, to some degree at least, can relate to, I'm sure.

Welcome to wrong planet. I know how it is. I've had asperger's for 27 years. And believe you think your life sucks , someone else may have something worse like being born blind , deaf or both.

I don't want you to be normal. I want you to be you. I want you to be different.

Problem is you don't love yourself. Forget the past. Everyday is a new day and everyday is a gift. Everyday is a new beginning. You look in the mirror each and everyday and what do you see? You don't like what you see then too bad. What you see is what you get.

Asperger's can be whatever you want it to be. It can be gift or it can be a curse.

Stop trying to be someone you're not. Just be you.

Hi jld,
I'm very sorry you feel so lonely and I hope being here helps in even some small way,
Welcome

I'm lonely because i'm complicated. I don't like ordinary people.