SpreadsheetMaster wrote:
I'm trying to keep active with friends and have a bunch. I go to a writer's group and have an anime group too, and keep up with some high school friends. Right now I'm trying to fix low self-esteem and try online dating, but I need frequent breaks because I get down on myself from it easy.
The spreadsheet thing was kind of a joke. I keep an excel sheet to track my sleep along with factors affecting it after a bout of awful sleep. My writers group dubbed me Spreadsheet Master because of that.
got it. how long was this bout of awful sleep, i wonder? however long it may have lasted, it's good to be out of it, because i would not be able to cope with a lack of it, anytime.
it really is terrible, but i would not document it on a spreadsheet myself. usually i use them to make graphs, for things pertaining to my conlanging.
you are fortunate to have a seemingly healthy social circle. i have mostly my girlfriend and another friend, and when they are both available, it is all i need and all is as it should be. but it hurts deeply to have the relationship with either one of them threatened, so some other acquaintances might not be a bad idea at all.
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