20 May 2017, 7:07 pm
Hi guys! i'm new here. I am from Hungary, Budapest. I got my diagnosis only a few years ago. My parents didn't want me to have a diagnosis as a child 'cause they thought it would ruin my life.... But as time has gone by and i still had problems we decided that i really need to be diagnostised cause i need help.. I got my diagnosis but they said they can't really change my condition. I can reach some development but that's all. I have autism spectrum disorder. I have social behavior problems. I don't act my age and i don't have interests in adult things. because of it i feel ashamed a lot. I like music. I can say, my life is about music. I just can't live without music. I even write it and i love to listen to rock and melodic metal. I love cartoons and anime. I read manga sometimes. I like cars. My favorites are cabrios. I really like to dress in colourfull clothes 'cause i like colours. My main problem is that i don't know how to act in certain situations where an avarege person of my age wouldn't find a problems.. I have tantrums ( i hope it's the correct word, you know im not native ) and it's very hard to move on. I can't stand changes in my life. If something changes i get very frustrated and upset. I get very angry and upset if i planned something with someone but the other person changed some of the details... for example, if we decided to go for a walk and after to the store but s/he canges the order i get really upset. Its hard to believe but i can be open to new things but only if i decided before that i'm going to be open 
When i got my diagnosis - it was done by 3 specialists- they threw a lot of toys onto a table while they were discussing something and it was very hard to resist to touch them 'cause i love toys.... but i didn't want to reveal how childish i am.
i don't know what more could write about myself, if you are interested in me just ask 
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22 May 2017, 4:28 pm
Welcome to Wrong Planet!
24 May 2017, 2:07 am
When i got my diagnosis - it was done by 3 specialists- they threw a lot of toys onto a table while they were discussing something and it was very hard to resist to touch them 'cause i love toys.... but i didn't want to reveal how childish i am.
i don't know what more could write about myself, if you are interested in me just ask
Welcome to Wrong Planet.
Please don't think you have a disorder. Yes, there may be a lot of things that throw you off in everyday life, but you also have abilities that can help you in areas that throw other people off!
I love music, too; can't live without it.
