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Hsingai
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19 Dec 2018, 7:28 am

I had PDD-NOS and Schizoaffective(Bipolar)

I'm of mixed race but my ethnicity is Native American, I'm pretty sure I'm the last member of my nation. It always defined it's membership not on lineage but on cultural participation.

I had my first sexual feeling when I was 3 and when I was 12 I was raped by my brother's girlfriend. I don't like calling it rape because to me to me rape mean force copulation. but rape isn't about sex it's about power. She tried to rape me but I was to naive to even realize what she was doing was sexual so I consented to it, but she managed to pry victory from the jaws of defeat when she said that if I told anyone she would claim I raped her. Talking with real rape victims my traumatization was the same.

It was the worst thing imaginable and would keep me up at night.

I was finally able to get past it when I was made a witchchild and then thinking about the good old days when I was kept up night thinking about my rape.

Needless to say I don't have a high opinion the society and refuse to play their goddamn games.

I fight for kids to have full human rights and for real protection against sexual assault not just sticking our heads in the sand and pretending strangers are the danger.

I'm on disability and keep busy by leading the internet congregation of the Wholly Marines
and developing a serious game to teach the Yes Game and help victims of sexual assault.
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envirozentinel
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19 Dec 2018, 8:00 am

Welcome to WP! My b/f always had a connection to the Native Americans. I've read through his copy of Bury my Heart at Wounded Knee but it upset me and Ive never managed to finish it.

Who are the Wholly Marines?

I'm from South Africa by the way, so we're approaching the summer solstice here.

Enjoy a long and happy stay among our nonconformist fellowship of beings!


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19 Dec 2018, 11:22 am

Welcome to WP. Much courage in telling your story.


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19 Dec 2018, 2:07 pm

Welcome to Wrong Planet! :D


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20 Dec 2018, 5:15 am

welcome


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Hsingai
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20 Dec 2018, 7:20 pm

envirozentinel wrote:
Who are the Wholly Marines?

Members of The Order of Her Noodly Appendage
Basically people that follow Sikhism that got fed up with people identifying as Sikhs because everyone else is doing it, define Sikhism as the traditions of the 'Sikhs' and that don't believe in the teaching of Guru Nanak, so came up with a new name for people who adopt customs not because they are tradition but because they are aligned with the Bani.


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