Heya! I’m Xenia and I’m 19.
I’m really glad this forums exists, you’re all great people
So here’s me, I have had depression since 13 due to bullying that came from a specific girl who didn’t like me, she turned the whole school against me and it was a hell in those middle school years.
I dropped out of college this year due to stress and family issues. I was raised in an abusive household and most of my meltdowns were of that reason, except from a very few ones that included foods or medicine syrups that had weird flavors and stuff. I also have synesthesia, for example I see numbers with colors in my mind when I recall them. Now I outgrew it but it still comes once in a while but when I was little it was my way of thinking exclusively.
I’m also dating a fellow aspie my age 3 months now and while communication is hard, he’s the best boyfriend I could ever have, even if we face lots of issues when we go in public like people commenting and staring but we don’t care.