Souls, the windows to the eyes!

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Hello

I'm 22, suffer from Agorophobia, social phobia, and have suffered from depression since I was 5, and severe depression from the time I was 9-20, I now only have mild depression.

I'm unemployed and currently have no ambition, though am looking to start studying for my English and Maths GCSE soon. I dropped out of School due to Bullying, bad schooling experience in my opinion and agorophobia.

I'm interested in Mythology and Philosophy (which extends into the esoteric), and have an almost obsessive interest in Music and Physics, mainly Quantum Physics (though don't ask me to explain anything, I can understand it, in my head but am no good vocalising it, which probably contributed to my bad schooling experience).

My favourite programmes are those I can think about, so anything By Joss Whedon, and Lost, at the moment, and on a small scale, Heroes.

I use to think I was a sociopath, due to my lack of emotions at times and also the way I intellectualise what emotions I do have, if theres no point to feeling an emotion, I will sometimes dismiss it, but dismissed the idea when I realised at other times I was more emotional to offset it, than other people.

I need to stare in peoples eyes in order to fully understand what someones saying, otherwise I get confused and it's almost like their speaking a different lanquage. I don't like the feel of water, but have over time realised it's determental to my health not to wash, but I still find it very uncomfortable. I jump about 10 times a day due to how sensitive my ears are.

I'm very self involved, and tend to analyse everything that I hear, read, etc, as well as myself, which leads to me constantly suffering from very bad sleep, if not insomnia.

Anyway that's me.

Interesting subject tittle. Oh,and welcome to WP.

Nice to meet you, BastetsEye. Unique topic title.

Thanks for the welcomes, JerryHatake,and blackcat.

I just figured Souls are as much the windows to the eys, as eyes are the windows to souls, cos if not, the amount of people I've look in to their eyes and seen nothing, there must be a whole lot of soulless people out there-your souls your brain, how the hell can you see someones brain through there eyes!

Welcome! I was also very attracted to that title since I've never been able to understand the famous relation between eyes and soul either.

It's good to meet someone who appreciates Josh Whedon's work, I do to (especially Firefly). I can also relate to the way you filter your "emotions".

Is there any chance you might see a professional about your social issues? Not necessarily to fix them, but to get an official diagnosis that entitles you to some accomodations at school.

Hey, who can help but Like a film, that's got lines, like "I aim to misbehave" and "they'll saddle up with a smile on their face"! You ask me Joss's work was made for the Aspie! And I strongly suspect he's an Aspie!

Have you heard his commentary on Objects in space? When he talked about River's sense of Aloneness, rather than loneliness, it hit deep.

I dropped out of school when I was 16, so I doubt they'd have me back now!

But I'm trying to organise studying from home, and I am debating speaking to someone about my social issues and possible most likely Aspies, the thing is it would mean going though my doctor who doesn't really believe I'm depressed, never mind that she didn't know me before 4 years ago or there about, and it should say in my file that I've been seeing counsillors for it off and on since I was 13, so Its something I have to seriously consider.

Thank you for the welcome!

Welcome to WP!

Tim

Thanks for the welcome, Tim_Tex, again!

CHIRP!

Erm....tweet, tweet?

(thanks for the....ehat ever that was!)