I'm Jake, I've been here before under a different account apparently and lost that account. I'm going through an extremely rough time currently. For the past 18 months, I've been assisting my friend, Ben, with starting his own homestead on his property. I've planted about 400 pounds of potatoes, about 200 corn plants, raised 80 meat rabbits, maintained his bees, his chickens. I've caught his goats more times than I can count and built the pen they are in currently regardless of my absolutely horrendous construction abilities.
I also just got my first salary job as a developer finally, plus being a remote job is super nice without dealing with extra stuff like people and public transportation.
Recently though, a pitbull that was abandoned out here walked into the property and broke Ben's dog's arm after the dog would not stop attacking the pitbull regardless of how much I separated them.
Fast forward three weeks, Ben's coming tomorrow and wants me off the property entirely regardless of whether I am able to pull the RV I'm living out of. He's already turned off the main power to the property while he was here last week as well as the internet and the main power whenever he himself was not using it.
He's refused to talk to me since this happened, and he's gotten this style of belligerent over his dog before and threatened to kill his entire family over the dog.
First, why are normies so flippant and willing to harm themselves as long as they are watching their 'enemy' fall with them?
Second, why are normies this volatile?
Third, how do I put this behind me? I'm having to tell myself 'Ben is dead' in order to know I can't retaliate to him whatsoever.
Fourth, if I don't come back and reply in two days (August 27th, 2022; Saturday) please contact the church or the Post Office in Howell, Utah to make sure that if Ben kills me that everything gets reported to my work, my mother, my daughters and my life insurance policy so my daughters at least get something
P.S. I am autistic with savant features