Thanks again for the welcome, all!
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I used to be the one trying to find out if I have AS. I was self diagnosed and it was clear from all I read/learned of AS that this has been all my life. People here for once actually share my life story and habits but there was always doubts in me because of no official diagnosis.
But 2 days ago a professor was sent to diagnose me and prooved my self diagnose was right so you may allready know the truth in your own mind about yourself if you are all that you learned of AS.
It took me about 2 days on this site to change my profile from "don't know" to "Have AS - undiagnosed"
The experience of knowing that there are other people out there like me has been.. indescribable, and for the first time since I was a child I'm proud of my quirks and abilities again. I still have doubts occasionally, and it hasn't been entirely easy to accept, but I've told a good number of my friends and they've been supportive so far. I've had so many health problems that some of my them think I'm a hypochondriac, or think "he's going off on a weird tangent again". I've since traced them all down to gluten and casein, which led me in turn to AS, but I think a professional diagnosis could help smooth things over, since ultimately my friends' acceptance is more important to me than anyone else's. I haven't been able to find anyone in my area that's familiar with adult AS or specializes in it, but that seems to be the norm from what I've gathered.
While my acceptance is changing me and resolving problems for me internally, there's still a big NT world out there to deal with that I haven't figured out what to do with. I don't know who I can or should tell, whether I should continue to try to pretend to be NT as best I can despite the stress it causes me. While I don't care as much about the impression I make on the general public, my work is full of gossips and office politics and games, and so far I'm losing. I keep my private life private, but it seems like the slightest thing I do divulge becomes Big News, or the next Big Joke. I leave several times a week thinking "god, people, get a life!". Is it typical Aspie to think that the socially-accepted obsession that people have with what's going on in each other's lives should be classified as an OCD?
Apparently I needed to vent a bit, forgive me if it's not appropriate for this forum
Overall this site has done wonders for me, thanks all!