Hey everyone. I'm BlackBull, and 18 years old.
I've recently found an explanation as to why, up to this point in time, my life turned out to be a lonely, burdening, unexplainable embarrasment.
...I think I may have Aspergers, but I'm not totally sure.
I will share some info with you guys (This is not meant as spam, but rather to establish where I come from):
-I am a senior member of PUALifestyle.com, a forum dedicated to helping men attract the various women they meet
through creating an awsome lifestyle worth being a part of. (Our former focus was based on becoming master pick up artists, but, after much experience out in the field, we realized that making yourself more attractive to women worked 100x better than cheezy pick up lines.)
Sometimes I wonder why I was chosen to be a senior member (Symbolizing the highest experience and knowledge in the field and "The game"). I've spent 2 years busting my ass to make a social network and attracting women. I'm still without friends to hang out with, and havent had a GF yet. At first, I thought I was a failure for not grasping the concepts after 2 years worth of hard work, but then, I read up on Aspergers, and found an answer.
As I've said, I'm not sure if I actually have it, but I feel that I have some of the symptoms, mostly trouble with social skills and social intuition, and anger because I lack social skills.
I'm familiar with how the real world works, and in that real world, social skills are top priority in order to make something of yourself. If you dont have friends, or any social networks, it will be near impossible to succeed in life financially, socially, and emotionally.
...I dont want to end up like that. I want to be able to help my fellow friends at PUALifestyle, I want to be able to develop social skills and charisma to influence others positively, and, most of all, I want to be able to have what others take for granted most of the time: A normal life, full of friends, opportunity, happiness, passion, and action.
Hopefully we can all help each other here. When I give people advice, I tell it like it is, so If you got a problem, I'll do my best to put you in the right direction. I dont know everything, but I've seen enough to be able to share enough advice.
Good to be a part of the community.
Carpe Diem.