I'm a 21 year old Aspie from Orange County, Socal. Diagnosed when I was 14 and just figuring out now what Aspergers truely is, thus being oblivious to the reasons of why I was lonely and unorthodox socially to others.
God Id love to have 1 relationship that last for any period of time and didnt end up with her being utterly confused..... or her cheating. Have been in 3 micro length relationships in the past 2 years. Before then, the concept of having a gf seemed impossible since making ordinary friends seem impossible.
To much Isolation and miscontrude abuse both physically and mentally from those who wish to figure out me and just ridicule me.
But then again I was a 6'5" 330lb. kid with glasses and was already born with Heavy Depression.
Life was pointless to me and felt suicidal alot but was to mentally lazy to do anything about it so my brain just pondered into negative thoughts most my life.
Now im 20, 21 as of next week, Full of anger and confusion wanting more out of life then lonelyness and SSDD scenarios.
Though I did change my physical appearance. I found a way for me to vent my anger and get into shape, so I joined a Boxing Gym about 15 months ago, and from training Muay Thai Kickboxing 6 days a week on top of weight lifting and other forms of cardio I went from 330lbs to 225lbs. Then went from 225lbs to 250lbs. Added a protien diet and have put on 30lbs of muscle.
I admit im proud of myself and my confidence lvl has increased, but I still lack socially.