Thank you all...
to spark : f**k the work ! I already had job experiences, and it always was a nightmare for my colleagues, they said I was "disconnected" "weird'' and stuff, and even while trying to make efforts, I could NOT cope with my habits, which with the recoil i can see now they're fully Aspie trademark... so, or else the gov gives me money, or else I will use my Aspie gifts such as computer knowledge to work !against! the NT society. And we should all do the same... I can't even imagine how it is to be a non-NT in anglo-saxons country. You have no free health, so how can you afford the shrink, medications, therapies... ? If you can't work like me, and if you get no welfare nor healthcare money, how can you survive ? and plus, some areas in the USA are particularly sensible / dangerous to live for people who are outside the mainstream, physically or mentally speaking...
Fiddler, if you're not Aspie... then what are you ? You don't sound NT in your words (and it's a compliment, from my point of view)
Namiko: of course, I read the Animal Farm... It's frightening... "All animals are equals... but there are some animals than are more equals than the others...'' brrr... I read Orwell ( which real name was "Eric Blair" ! ! ) was autistic, you know...
to spark again: it's thanks to you I spared much times, i followed what you told me on MSN, i phoned the CRA, got an appointment two weeks after where I brought my school notes and stuff thanks to you, which was really really helpful, and im going to see the schrink again soon. I will be officialy diagnosed before you... It's really shocking to see once again how Paris is advantaged over province on public services and administration...