Welcome to WP!
I'm also kind of new here.
Your post got me wondering... Were you diagnosed as a child? And in what ways do people treat you 'differently'?
Is it possible that, since you've had it '
all your life', that your parents, and other people, have taught you to cope with it really well (to the point where you don't even feel different from others)? Because in that case you should consider yourself very lucky and they deserve some
huge credit.
My parents used to hold summer camps for disabled children (some of them autistic) before I was born, and since they didn't have any experience of raising NT children, they were always very pedagogical and supporting. And since I was profoundly gifted as a child, and wasn't
too 'weird', they never realised I had AS (this was the early 90's, so they probably didn't even know what it was).
And btw, it's normal to feel normal, even for people with AS. Since you'll never know how you would feel/act/think if you were NT, how could you feel 'not normal', unless you're being compared to people without autistic traits.
Remember:
Normal is relative.I wish you all the best and hope you'll like it here!
Yea I was Diagnosed as a child, when I was 6 years old but my mother told me I didn't have it, yet she feared a what if seniero. My little brother has autism as well, and out of 4 kids thats somewhat of a problem to here, But what I ment by treating me different the teachers at my school made it seem like my fault I had it and they chastised me for it.