Not really... I wanted to choose something other than "Hi... new here..." for the subject line of my first post.
Here's some stuff about me:
I'm a 35 yo male in the Philadelphia area.
I've always had serious social impairment. Growing up, I rarely talked outside of my own home. Everyone thought I was weird, and adults weren't shy about expressing their concern. My mother always stood up for me, but she ignored recommendations to get me help. I continue to struggle a great deal with social interaction. I can be too shy, or I can be too gregarious and inappropriate. I have trouble empathizing and I engage in a lot of one-sided conversations. I am clueless when it comes to casual small talk. I have trouble following a normal conversation, even if I'm just listening. People sometimes think I'm being rude or hateful.
I have a number of issues that I'm not yet sure are AS related, like my horrible sense of direction. I avoid going to the bathroom in restaurants because I get lost on my way back. Getting around by car is a nightmare. <Shrug>.
I have a lot of quirks and "rules" that make me seem a bit eccentric, and to some, probably moronic. I have a tremendous amount of trouble handling changes to my routine. New things suck. Places with people suck. If people come into my personal space, I cringe. It's become sort of a friendly joke at work that people have to give me space and should NEVER touch me. Work can be tough. My job is to solve specific types of problems; I'm quite good at it, which makes them think I should be good at a whole range of things. I'm not.
Over the years I've had a few diagnosis: Agoraphobia, PTSD, Depression, General Anxiety, Social Anxiety, and Bipolar Disorder. The last hospital I ended up in even told me I have an eating disorder! It's called being fat, Doc. I've shed a lot of those labels over time. I am currently being treated for Bipolar and SAD. I have a new doc who specializes the social aspect of AS. Eventually, he wants me to enroll in a DBT class, but I'm not ready yet.
Arrrgh... I should stop myself... that's plenty for now, I think.