Not sure what to say here, but I've been trying to determine normalcy since I can remember. Never did quite get it, but I found that with enough caffeine, I can be entertaining enough to others to maintain a level of interaction. Beer works as well, but not so well in a formal environment Another thing I've noticed with my fields of software development and graphic design. Both fields imbue a person with a higher level of 'wiggle room'. Instead of 'that guy/gal's weird' they instead say 'oh, he/she's an artist/programmer. they're all a lil whacky.' I do both, and thus can have twice the amount of socially awkward moments before being called "weird" as I used to. I'm still 'crazy', but at least I'm 'accepted'.