It is not a good idea to try and diagnose onesself, because that can lead to paranoia and what pop-culture calls hypochondriacs. Also, labels are awesome, because they carry your personal state of mind over into the realm of law and medicine. The problem with -that- is, that if ya get the wrong label, or focus on (possibly subconciously) -being- what your label says..it can lead you down a darker path.
I'd suggest you voice your hunch to whomever is treating you, if no-one, anyone in your real-life vicinity with experience in both You and the human mind. To be terribly honest, self-diagnosis or internet-diagnosis without much of any info about you yourself(Barring that your name is "Cerise", you seem to have willpower to try and get out of the "Doompit", and are rather annoyed/sad).........are a risky practice because it's like trying to cure your own blindness. The very part of your body that's supposed to help you is the bit that's kaput.
This is common sense from a random passerby, and it applies to everyone.
I am -not- a shrink(yet, by far), and have only the experiences of living in a mad, mad world.
Have a good day. <-Literally.