oblio wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
im the noob.
<---noob'ish post count and stuff.
i have never been diagnosed, in fact, first time i ever saw a shrink was a couple of months ago, after nearly 30 years of
pointless pointlessness and failure upon failure
i have little by little came to the conclusion that i am either some sort of autist or aspie (i match most general "criteria") or im just the biggest douche ever. guess which one i'm hoping for
HI!
welcome... Pointless?, you newBeeAuti
saw your other YO(=hi?)-post as well,
busyBee, i hope, & remember:
you got some time yet - i went same way twenty years longer,
without unemployment grant!
accept a rotten job for a while and stay on the diagnosis hunt, but patiently!!
give yourself a chance to convince yourself first: sit back & search & read...:Enjoy!
WELCOME HOME!noob?boon!/[email protected]
thanx!
and yes, pointless
actually, the past half year has been the most productive of all the time ive been there, and it was since i told them that their programs are not working for me, and that thats the way it is, and that we simply MUST find another way, if they want me off welfare, and out into the world.
its since then, ive been passed to shrinks and stuff, there was some sessions before that w a teen-shrink, but that was just utterly utterly pointless, as he did nothing but squint at me sending me "liar"-looks.
as for a job, i hit a wall just thinking of it, but to my surprise the my appointed welfare person called the science museum here, and they said that they were willing to have a welfare-bum doing some "mock work" there (welfare will pay them AND me, so its "win win"). its honestly the only job situation i can imagine enjoying, sorting through dead bugs and stuff, and actually doing a real contribution to the scientists there. they can use their time for research, while i will sort the dead bugs for them!
and damn, you droned around for over 20 years? that actually cheered me up a bit, thanx again