ForgottenDarkness wrote:
velvetunderground wrote:
Keul
Maybe I can make some friends here - it has been a pretty lonely existance to date, not that it bothers me a great deal these days - sometimes though I think it would be great to talk to someone.... and then it dawns on you that there is next to nobody.
Problem is I find chit chat exhausting and boring and really only want to talk about things that I am into - which basically at the moment is my kids and their progress, the stock market (I trade currencies and options), computer programming (I used to work as a software devloper) and horses (my only true love!)
I have made it worse for myself at the moment as I have been drinking copious amounts of caffeine which seems to make the obsessions worse and get me quite high, now I have to prepare myself for a life without caffeine - life can be so cruel............
I'm game for anything, bring it on!
What are your interests? Do you trade? I follow Elliot Wave analysis for my long term movements - which is where the options come in, on a day to day basis i trade cfds, watching several markets at once looking for clues, I could just stare at charts endlessly, if i didnt have the kids the only break i would have would be the forced one over the weekend.
I did not realise this was much of a problem until I took antidepressants, they effected me so badly i had to fight with myself to get away from the computer (just one of many bad side effects). After this I completely detoxed on a no carb diet, I can feel myself going nuts again after drinking caffeine for a couple of months - god I cant drink alcohol (had to stop many years ago after totalling my ducati whilst extremely pissed) - now caffeine - dna testing has shown a polymorphism in my metabolism - my kids are better after removing gluten - but I suspect we will all have to be chemical free / organic to be 100%, how dull