Given the content and the distress within, it was moved to another forum - the Haven. It appears that you have since found your post - if you have more questions, please contact a moderator directly so that we can more promptly answer you instead of having to search through a multitude of threads to see it, or place it here in the WrongPlanet.net Discussion subforum if it is a systemic and not personal issue.
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My thanks to all the wonderful members here; I will miss the opportunity to continue to learn and work with you.
For those who seek an alternative, it is coming.
So long, and thanks for all the fish!