eagletalon86 wrote:
I think all the stress and being depressed from being in a mainstream public school around thousands of kids may have screwed with my ability to keep up the good grades. It's funny really, I was the top student in my elementary classes, got all the awards...then going on to middle and high school my grades started to drop. Not to the point of failing, but they were not honor roll material....more like "average student" material. I felt like an idiot of idiots barely getting through Calculus and algebra and all those complicated subjects, no it wasn't easy but I felt I should have done better.
I guess a 2.9 GPA after finishing high school is not bad, but even to this day I wonder what it was that held me back from my true potential. Still can't figure it out and still am undecided as to whether or not I should go back to college but I just don't feel like I could go through (goal is a degree in computer science at least, which requires the same math that was a pain in the rear for me). Don't know if it was a learning disability of sorts or what.
I totally feel your pain, but my situation was much worse, I was a 3.3-3.4 GPA student from K to 7th grade, started to slip in the 8th grade and got worse in high school. I got Ds and Fs in Mainstream classes, then had to be put in Spec. Ed. classes. I was also super stressed in high school, came close to contemplating dropping out, also had suicidal thoughts (no lie) and suffered the most severe forms of depression back in high school. I even came close to getting arrested twice for shoplifting too (I am not proud of this though). But I guess I started community college, messed up 4 semesters because when I was supposed to be studying, I would go out with my friends too much. For the 1st time in my life in many years, I actually tried, got A's, B's and C's on my report card and got almost a 3.0 GPA. But I know I need to get much better grades then that and I want to get a 3.7+ transferrable GPA, I won't go any lower then a 3.5 transfferable GPA though. I made some mistakes, but I know clearly what I did wrong and how I will not repeat those mistakes again.