Jory wrote:
Yes. I got horrible grades, which led to a lot of trouble with my parents. The vast majority of my teachers were pricks who didn't deserve to breathe. I was an outsider with no friends and a constant target of rich, cool, popular as*holes who loved to torment people like me. A group of homophobic jackasses who were in many of my classes found out I was gay, which just made things worse. And in the final year, I was in the hospital for a month because of stomach problems, and one of my teachers failed me for the entire semester instead of letting me make up the work I missed. The principal was not sympathetic to me, and they wanted me to repeat a grade. I had to drop out and get a GED to avoid that. I don't even like being near a school, and the experience turned me off of the idea of college forever. Why spend thousands of dollars to go through the same BS and get screwed over again? School is just a horrible memory that I would love to repress into a blur of nothingness.
Small screen edit. The teachers are pretty bad also. My last two chemistry teachers either laugh when I needed help or become verbally abusive to my questions. Seeing how people really are makes me want to quit college as well. But I want that freaking degree so bad.
I know exactly what your are going through. I was treated like a nobody in high school until I dropped out. middle school was worse I was picked on by high school bullies at our local park pretty much every time I would go down there. It just snowballed from there passing on friend to friend. Till this day I always believe to be this one guy who started it all. It never stopped.
Now in college it isn't necessarily being picked on it is being the outsider in all of the classes. I lost who I was before college so while In College I am trying to learn who I am and at that the same time learn. I also went through a ego rocking relationship that tore my personality apart. I wish I could say it is difficult but I have no Ida what difficult is anymore I'm emotionally numb and can't remember anything that resembles a feeling.
Sorry for typos this was typed on an itouch.