I unfortuantly dropped out way to soon,
My problem, i have realized as an adult, was the
people around me and the decitions i made. I never
understood fully how important it was, i was there
and just tried to fit in, the learning was secondary
in a way. I remember clearly sometimes i paid
attention and did as i was supposed to do, and i
liked it, i liked learning. But, then i looked at the
other guys around me and tried to fit in, i didnt
know at the time that was what i was doing, but
it was. Most of the other guys were noisy and
screwing around and i ended up acting like that
to not stick out
![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
I remember very clearly moments
at school where i was doing something stupid and
at the same time thinking "i wish i could just sit
down and learn in peace, this is just stupid".
But as soon as i tried, someone was all over me
wonmuch potential.
I told him i was trying, but what i was trying
was to fit in. We were talking about two
different things.
So, now i`m 30-some
with others, it was so much easier alone.
I hear ya. We are around the same age and I was the one complaining about the loud guys in school! I could have done so much better without their damn distractive noise! And I did, in college.. I was honor student in college. What you are saying about the teacher talking a foreign language due to their not understanding is true. PEOPLE ON HERE: YOU THINK IT'S BAD NOW?? YOU SHOULD HAVE WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL IN THE 80'S! It was worse, in terms of 'disabilities'. We had NO emotional support, the disability dept. was for physical disabilities only. It is so sad that people can't ' 'handle' what they fear or don't understand. To everyone I would say 'try and go to college online'. No distractions, much easier and you will excel. WORK: I HAVE WORKED AND BEEN OFFERED OVER 45 JOBS. I SEE MANY DISABLED PEOPLE ABLE TO WORK IN THE GOVERNMENT Positions without a college degree, and they are not cleaning floors, either.