I definitely hate school-always have. Most people I hear about who like school seem to like it because they can talk to friends. Since I don't have any, I can't even enjoy that. I have a lot of rants about school but I'll save most of them for later, but here are a few.
One of them is that my school focuses far too much on group work. I can't learn that way-I'll get things done much faster on my own and I'm too scared to even try to interact with others if I'm not given any warning a few days ahead or so (and even then, I usually can't). In one class I got a low grade because I did not ask questions aloud during class or participate in the discussions. WTF? If I score high on tests, pay attention during class, and do good on the homework why should that matter? And people already think I'm stupid-I don't want to ask dumb questions just for the sake of asking questions in front of the entire class.
Another thing that happened kinda recently...well, I suck at English since I'm horrible at writing essays (and on the very rare occasion I'm actually interested in the topic enough to be inspired, the teachers don't like my writing style so I lose points) I don't usually do well in English unless I have a lot of time and can write at home. Well, one day I got a big surprise when my English teacher (who hates me because I "talk rudely" to her even though I'm usually just frustrated and not intending to be rude) was actually impressed by this essay I wrote (which I was really surprised about). I was feeling pretty good about that, until the teacher, because it was "such a good example of an essay" made me read the damn thing in front of the class! I mean...the one time I do something right, and she basically punishes me for it. From then on I tried to make my essays bland and not outstanding, but not bad either. I'd rather get a B or C then have to do that again.
I think that I am fairly smart, but in some classes the teachers don't teach in a way I can learn well. I don't know why, but I absolutely can not take notes if the teacher's just talking. I have no idea what to write down and by the time I write a few words I've forgotten the rest of the sentence because my teacher has said something else. I need things written on the chalkboard to take notes. Also, when taking notes from books, I really have no idea what's important or what's not. I can read the entire chapter, but I can never figure out what parts of it I'm supposed to memorize.
I'm also mildly annoyed with the fact that I really don't get tired until 3 AM (IF that) and I can't force myself to sleep earlier. At least I'm able to do my homework at night-I can't do it during the day because of all the noise my siblings and their friends (who are at our house all the freaking time!) make during the day. I do homework best when I'm alone, in the quiet, and in the dark (with only dim lighting). That's why it annoys me when I tell a teacher I didn't understand something in the homework and they tell me I could have called another student and asked them. Like I know anyone's phone number! And I doubt they'd be pleased with me calling them at midnight on a school night, and most of them treat me like I'm an idiot who needs to learn really slowly anyways. I'm not an idiot, I can learn very quickly if things are explained to me well!
So yes...this is my rant. I'll post more later-it's a good way to let out some frustration.