ok, i really do not like my maths teacher. i'm quite sensitive to the teachers, and this one i do NOT like. he teaches very uninterestingly, and i cannot keep focus. i'm in an algebra class, and i've had problems with algebra for a LONG time. the last test i got an 18% on. and he wrote "maybe you would get a higher grade if you would draw on your paper less". i cant help the drawing, it's usually an automatic response, because i cant concentrate on the maths paper. i feel like i just have this huge barrier in my mind that wont let me grasp it.
and to make things worse, he wants us to learn to do something in a certain way. usually harder for me to grasp than the way i get the answer.
he wants me to ask questions, but i am so embarassed, because my questions really show that i dont understand jack. i am aware that i can be incredibly frustrating to teach because i cant grasp the concept. and if i do, i forget it by the next time i need to do it again. i'm pretty sure i must have a learning disorder. what should i do?
also he gives way to much hw. it stresses me out just knowing i have it, and ive always struggled with procrastinating. sometimes it's almost painful when i have to sit and do paper work....it's like my mind just stops because it cant go on any further!