Hello everyone. Life is quiet peechy at the moment in college. For five years previous to getting accepted I suffered from absolutely mind-destroying depression (in which literally 30-40% of my day was spent thinking over and over again "I should kill myself, I should..."). Sometimes it was so bad I would literally just lie on the floor in my room for hours on end , just staring at the ceiling and waiting to die.
Annyhoo things have been a lot better for the past four months, I wouldn't say I "enjoy" life or anything but I'm usually content with it, and I find my course amazing and my social life quite passable. But, I'm well away that life does have an innate tendency to completely f**k with people, and I'm worried that my life will go back down the crapper in the later years of college. So my question is this:
Are the later years in college "worse"? Of course you probably can't say so objectively, but how was it for you?? If things are going to go back downhill I want to be sure to take lots of pictures of the happy hearandnow...
28 Dec 2010, 11:28 pm
