Here I am, it's 1:15am, and I have an 18 page paper due in about 12 hours, and a 20 page paper due in less than 24 hours. I have maybe 30% done altogether. I hate this. I didn't procrastinate- it's just that so many things have been coming up these last couple weeks and my concentration is just totally shot.
I thought I'd be able to get much of these done this weekend, with the exception of Sunday, and then I'd make up for missing time on Sunday by doing stuff on Monday. I am a bridesmaid in my cousin's wedding, and her bachelorette party was at an indoor water park. I had to go... and while it was fun once I got over the sensory overload, it completely exhausted me. Actually, I didn't really get over the sensory overload, but rather went numb and kind of stayed in a dreamy kind of survival mode, and then all of Monday I was so utterly drained from being around lots of people in an atmosphere like that, that I literally couldn't get out of bed until about 8pm. This happens every time I do something like that, (though it's not often that I go to amusement/water parks :p ) so you'd think I'd have learned my lesson by now.
And now, I'm completely freaking out because I have no focus whatsoever, and I'm so burned out from this semester. Like right now, my head feels like it is buzzing. I'm not even really sleepy-tired, but I'm sooo mentally tired, and I could probably sleep for days if I let myself. I feel like my senses are all colliding with one another, if that makes any sense.
Heh, sorry if this turned into a rant. I kind of feel slightly better now. Do you have any tricks on focussing yourself when you have something important to do, but you are just totally burned out?
I can't wait until this semester is all over!