School really wasn't working for me and I finally got my parents to agree to home school me, which is great, but school sucks the fun out of learning, and over time has dwindled the happiness it brings me. I have recovered it before, but I still worry, and I don't want to wait so long to feel the same magic about learning, the same fascination. I want to have my passion for it back, the enchanting-ness of becoming truly inspired by it. I feel that school took from me and made me only part of who I am. I'm glad to be out but I can't help but think of how things could be if I was taken out sooner. I understand that some of my experiences wouldn't have happened the same way or at all, I believe that God does everything for a reason, and I wouldn't go back and change it if I could, but part of me wishes that the damage hadn't been done. Anyhow, how do I get my love of learning back. Thanks!