Ok here's the story i started at an art college, but it was getting in the way of my stuff, creating more stress, and to top it off i finished an assignment and rushed to get it up the same day it was due [i forgot about it] but even though the assignmet wasn't over i got failed with a zero which stayed up there for 4 days.
now all of a sudden i get a perfect score, wtf! god i'm so pissed i can't even describe.
that zero along with not be able to understand terms and having to shove my projects onto a monthly basis because i can only focus on one thing at a time made me quit and shoved me farther into a very bad down point. [that hasn't left though] but now 5 days later that zero that made me think bad of myself is now a 16.
i could have spent better money on games for my wii, i want a reason for that s**t if i was given a crap score i want that to remain a crap score.
it's like rushing an abulance to crash site after saying "we can't make it". if i've crashed and no one can help at that second i want to die not have the vehicle rushed there a minute late to bring me to the morg!
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"It's the song of destruction a requiem of the end" jr in xenosaga III