tcorrielus wrote:
Wouldn't you mind filling us in on the things that you dislike about your college or university? Is it the teachers there? Or are the students being cruel to you?
What do I hate the most? The social life there is very hard on an AS person. Life gets pretty bleak after you spend 4 years there and get nowhere with people. Having no direction, no help from anybody to learn what to do, or where to go in university. I could go on for a long time about what I dislike about university. I think the only way it would be really good for an AS person is if you are a math/physics/engineering genius and go to MIT, or are obsessed with anthropology/history/research and want to get your PHd because you absolutely love it. It seemed like most AS people are doomed in life anyways, so wasting 4-5 years of your life in university probably won't change the bottom line of your life too much either way.
I hate my life right now.
University is going nowhere for me... I have relatively high marks (very low 70's average), but not high enough to get into law school or grad school. The problem is I don't think I am cut out to be a lawyer either, so it's like I'm screwed either way. Either I graduate and don't use my degree, or I waste another 3-4 years and tens of thousands of my dad's money (who is retiring soon and doesn't want to pay for more of this s**t) or I end up basically being a grunt worker whose life is consumed by a labor job.
At this point, I don't even have a life to lose. All I do is school, homework, sit in front of my computer, and see a couple friends here and there for coffee.
I'll probably just end up driving a dumptruck or killing myself on the rigs, IF I CAN EVEN GET A JOB.
I feel like I am doomed and I'll never have a normal life and normal friends, or have a serious relationship.
f**k this aspergers s**t. f**k university. f**k it all.
Yet I will still get up tomorrow morning and go through the day. *sigh*