Oh right, yes. now I remember what this was about. sometimes in interviews you forget what you're going to say to make you seem as passive as everyone else when you are being interrogated. People say employers /interviewers seem to notice my weak points straight away either by looking at me or judging me first most by my character which I dislike as it feels like an invasion of privacy.
I think I never have disclosed it, as I have had no interview in quite a long time .
so as in terms of speaking out, Id feel less likely to be judged by my co-workers if I mentioned suddenly, oh and by the way I have diagnosed Asperger's.
The thing I'm worried about mostly is suffering a mental breakdown because I cant handle the pressure. A lot of selfish people exist in the area im from and to be fair I have searched in areas I can access and be comfortable in at the same time. Of course, I have looked further afield as you're supposed to, but im angry since the other day since I saw my new advisor, who just looked at me and said, 'were you on a course?' I thought is she putting words inside my mouth? I said, 'oh no, that was like last year. ' then she mentioned apprenticeships and before that these other advisors were bitching and slagging off some of their other claimants, which I felt was heartless and lacked any sort of privacy to do their jobs well.
So as well as feeling ive been there done that, im now back to square one with the whole must find work and stuff, others who are on the esa will know that you cant survive off of it. its just impossible in this economy, even if your parents were to kick you out, what shelter would you be able to access ? Inwardly im feeling slightly claustrophobic and bad that I cant even do something right and then theres the other part where id love to live by the sea somewhere or something privy to that. Basically, now what the changes now mean in my society, is that from which the queen has passed her legisalation following a slow demeanour to the whole migrant illegal or otherwise passing phase, which puts a clamp on them staying for all the benefits, because really our advisors know they cant lose with or without them and they can with us (permanent residents) as there is no guarantee of a future pension plan for anyone and im slightly ticked off about the behaviours of naïve people at present, who think that they're safe.
The frightening less mentally aware reality is that they will always know something you don't first, and then mentally critiscise you for thinking you have been idol and forgetting who's been in charge. should I say continue with caution ? if you're still reading this then please instill with tact and some continued discretion in place of others real dilemma, not simply if your going to get the job you've probably worked years for and then given yourself a new lease of life to otherwise unforeseen plans that would have taken a long time to amass. I cannot be an entrepreneur, im a follower of my own plans with or without distinction.
With these new common acts in place, it will make it illegal for anyone who has not been resident in the U.K before to come and illegally use the benefit system to their own advantage. Im not even sure what other constraints this government are going to use, but when the whole thing merges into single payments which I think it will I keep saying October but again the advisors don't want you mentioning the truth, of how it will affect people as long as they get a coffee and donought every day sitting by their front desks at the rear end of the phone then altering switchboard tactics probably don't even come second rate to poisoning peoples minds the way they do every single day of their hapless hopeless mindless careers which only strive people to maintain fugile in keeping up their beshaven appearances at the crossroads in their life.
As i say, as with all their useless training programmes where all they're trying to do is get you off the benefit, she was also saying oh and if you work over16 hrs you could get an advisor assigned to you. , excuse me, liar, you wouldn't even be getting that support for a year would you when you need to stick to the terms
and conditions of the claim, do you really think im going to come off this benefit when I am entitled to earning topple in a years worth? and another thing whilst im here arguing the fundamentals, is as long as these crap torries who take take take in this world are going to exist under borderline control, im going to not take any more fugitive futile guesses outside of myself out on their behalf. Cameron actually cleverly said the other day in the paper, ' We will continue to support those who want to work hard and get on in life this is what we have the people for'
yeah not to drive them into the ground. there might be a miss quote somewhere but he was saying the people who work the hardest have to be continually loyal to people like him who take the credit for being lenient. all I know, is that without the people here working to maintain an adequate job status they'd also be corrupt with the devastating affects that foreigners shattering our econonmy bring here.
08 May 2013, 3:07 pm
