cassandra wrote:
I have recently been laid off due to the credit crunch
and now have to start looking for a new job. I looked through my CV and noticed all my positions have been at electronics, engineering or IT companies... In admin positions as I don't have a technical background.
I noticed I find working in groups where the male to female ratio was bigger. Say 3 women to 11 men was easier. I also noticed a few of my collegues show AS symptoms especially the engineers. I find it really hard to work in an office environment where there are a lot of women, in general I always got on better with men than women, or females who get on better with men.... has anyone else had this experience?
I am the only woman on my team of 15 people. We do hardware design so it is definitely technical. We are all engineers.
I wouldn't necessarily say that I enjoy men more. I have always felt that women were more inclined to help me when I had a problem. However, I am an extremely competitive person, and for whatever reason I have had an unrelenting desire to compete with other women mercilessly my entire life. Because of that, being around women tends to stress me out. With men, it sort of feels like I'm on another playing field entirely.
This is kind of odd, but I also enjoy the fact that a lot of men in my field get nervous talking to young women like me. It makes me feel more confident knowing that I'm not the only nervous one in the conversation (though I am generally nervous because I'm awkward and can't interpret what others are feeling, not because I have some subconscious need to impress them).
Also, people recognize me around the workplace because I stand out. There are only a small handful of young girls working in my area, but all the hundred or so 28-ish year old Caucasian men tend to blend together.
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