I finally got a formal diagnosis from a psychologist of AS the other day. However, right after telling me this, they went straight for their books and gave me numbers to contact the local Social Security office to apply for disability (in USA by the way).
This makes me uncomfortable. I don't really understand what disability is, but as far as I know (or think I know) it's welfare. The thing is, I really want to work (I don't feel comfortable with the idea of receiving a check for free). I mean, I have problems doing regular jobs (I was employed as a receptionist and a cashier in the past, despite my attempts to tell them otherwise), but I still want to actually do something.
I'm not sure what to do about this? I'm a bit scared to go to the SS office and ask :<