henry14488 wrote:
i went to university at york for computer science. i'm 3rd year. right now, but i had low grades which limits the 3rd level courses i can take. i justify my low grades because you can't get both a degree and an education. in case you wanted an education i see most people just want their degrees and go. which is why they deserve to be scammed. i'm learning, i go to lectures, but i'm not enrolled. not paying tution. when my dad went to university, university wasn't even cool.
university is such a scam. i hope you can still get even a basic job without a degree. onto topic, i don't have a job and am looking for one. i applied for a slaughter house, i got an interview, they just asked why i wanted the job. but my answer sucked and the people working there looked like criminals. didn't ask for certificate, but wanted experience which i didn't have for minimal wage.
i wished there was a company that only hired aspies. i wouldn't have to worry about a mob of ret*ds saying bad things about me. you'd have to realize that any country that uses paper instead of gold as money is not capitalistic. these inefficient companies can get funding because they're state supported invisibly. as you can tell i'm depressed. the whole point of jobs is to keep NTs occupied. it's all about population control, mind control not production or welfare or wellbeing...
we're not captalist because with gold the more factories put out, the more gold is mined. the total paper money is delibertaly kept in short supply. every buissness needs to make more than they spend. so if paper stopped being printed, overall we wouldn't make a profit.
i know this is not the response you expected. if your gonna complain plz refrain from personal attacks. i need help myself finding a job.
if this message is not interesting to you, maybe it will be to your child
Yes, we're stuck in a broken, corrupt system driven by competition. And too much competition breaks people down, makes them turn savage, inhuman, almost machines, driven by caffeine due to a huge lack of sleep. Everything reeks competition, and I can't stand it, like the York "this is my time" campaign... hate it, hate it, hate it. I just want a decent, stable life in the middle, with enough resources to keep myself going without having to worry about money when doing something for the sake of other people. Yes, it's a terrible system, but you either can choose to die and not make a difference in anyone's life, or you work on creating a decent life for yourself while pushing to make the biggest bit of difference you possibly can make. I admit, I also think about suicide sometimes, mostly to erase the guilt of my past stupidity and the awful mistakes I have made. Sometimes I go too far and I feel like I lose my mind temporarily during these times, so sometimes I think it's probably better for me to die rather than to keep hurting all those people I have hurt in the past as a result of going too far.
A degree helps. You need to get good grades, though. And yes, sometimes it's not so much about learning, but I see it more as a bridge to the future, where I know I will have more freedom (other people do). It's frustrating for me, too, as I do want to learn more meaningfully than university allows me to. I very much hate strict curricula and prescribed assignments.
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Leading a double life and loving it (but exhausted).
Likely ADHD instead of what I've been diagnosed with before.
30 Oct 2012, 5:24 pm
