Work stress and illness

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Hi everyone,
First post so please forgive me if this sort of thing has been covered before

I am a diagnosed Aspie and have gone from job to job over the last 6 years eventually quitting or being fired due to difficulty understanding what management told me to do vs what they actually wanted me to do. I started my own business last year contracting my services out to various companies across the industry I work in.

I have been with my current client/employer for the last 6 months and am finally living and working in the city (not the outback) which my partner loves and it is paying me quite well. The problem is that I have noticed myself getting more and more stressed each week and sicker and sicker.

I am one of 3 senior engineers at my current company and the only one with any technical skills. This has resulted in me being responsible for *anything* I.T. related, drafting, 3d modeling, stress testing, flow calcs, web page creation, all database work, all media design, client/customer interaction and training for other staff.

I do this whilst the engineering manager stands outside and smokes, read newspapers and generally does not do a whole lot. Since I have started working their income has increased 3 fold and I have just designed a new line of steel equipment for them which is to become the Australian Standard.

I have received no credit for any of this, only get more work and have started to become constantly dizzy, chronic pain behind my eyes to the back of my head, digestive issues and light sensitivity. It is getting so bad that I have to sit in my office with the lights turned off and a white noise generator running. This only confuses the NTs that work there.

I have also had constant stomach pain and sometimes wake up to find my chest covered with blood. This has me a little worried as blood seems to pour from my navel......

Has anyone had health issues like this relating to work? At the moment I feel as though I cannot afford to leave this job as there are no aspie benefits in Aus and I do not have another job lined up, however I feel as though this job is literally killing me. I sleep whenever I am not at work and if I am feeling super energetic I drag myself to the couch and collapse to watch some sci-fi.

Not trying to be a downer, just hoping someone may have some awesome advice for me

-Jim.